Thursday, September 06, 2007;
♥ 1:47 AM
its been long eh? to be exact it has been 4 months and 16 days since i've came here. and somehow its 1:49 am on 6th september and i'm online and i feel like blogging. maybe its because many pple have been telling me that i shud update, or maybe its becoz well i remembered lol. its not that i've forgotten abt this blog for more than 4 months, but well i just suddenly remembered to come back here. funny the way things are in the world.
anyway, its 4 days to the start of prelims, and i cant say im prepared. pretty unprepared actually. to describe my situations in lay man's terms, like just f***ing sucks now. and may continue like this for another er, 1 month and 3 weeks? but i certainly hope not. i think need to keep telling myself that i love studying so much i can sleep with my notes in bed everyday.
i wonder who likes studying. i mean, surely there are bound to be people who really thirst knowledge like i thirst for a drumset in my house every single day.. and i must say that these people i truely envy and admire. not that i dont want to gain knowledge, but i just dont have that motivation and tendency to do it i guess. maybe its other knowledge i want to gain. not sure.
well im sorta studying now. trying very hard to. haiz. stay strong.
round and round we go...